Why, hello there!

It’s certainly has been a while, hasn’t it? I was really struggling with what to do with this site; whether to keep it and commit to it, or just let it go. But, as you can see, I’ve decided to bring it back!

So much has happened. So much. And I couldn’t possibly get into everything, nor do I want to share some of the more painful aspects of what happened. There were some amazingly happy moments, and then moments that made me a crumbled heap on the floor, struggling to figure out what went wrong.

A sweet stranger shared this message at Starbucks. I wish I could thank them for their words.

As much as you want and need answers, I’ve had to accept that they just weren’t coming. And with that, rock bottom is the foundations in which I’m building my life back up. I lost myself for a very long time. And now I’m finding my creativity, my passion, and my hobbies again. I’m finding self love, something I didn’t have. It’s the bravest thing I ever had to do, was sitting in a dark corner, hating every bit of where I was and who I was, and to get help.

I plan on continuing to share some day-to-day things, how Colleen is doing, awareness, and fun, creative things. I’m most excited for buying and trying to learn aerial yoga. It’s the first step I’m taking to wanting to learn aerial silks!

It’s good to be back. I’ve missed you all.